Everything 1K
rather u den me
Just talked to my gma they still hearin switches thru her kitchen. Omerta tryna beat a murder. The block is hot. Where I’m from u sweat bullets way before summer time. Is you shittin me? What I done ain’t shit to me. The most difficult thing I ever did was spare a bitch ass nigga from my wrath. Succeeding is easy. Praise for doing good could never please me. I’m greedy. I can barely read. And I never been needy. I was born on August 24th in Northside Jamaica Queens so every bitch know I’m a keeper. And I’m kept. I hate to be a people pleaser cause I want off the leash so I can beat the shit out one of these niggas. In due time. I’m using my mind for the goldmine, but I just wish I fell in line and picked a nine up. My biggest fear is making my mother cry but if I choose not to lie I been wishin to give a nigga a line up. Rip Biz. Action park from 34 to Linden I once heard dreams is wishes. I’m wishful I need enough money for a big Black benz and the same type of pistol. My eyes wide open I never closed em. I had insomnia way before I started smoking. She wanna hold my hand but I can’t bc my palms wide open like Allah please I need 100 gz. But I can’t trust no nigga. I’m working slave shift in this bitch tryna prove myself. And cuzz nem keep it by the belt so I really won’t need no help. You might. I choose to write and do right. I don’t got the same plight but we fighting the same fight. Cause I wanna get these bills right and whitey still clutch that purse when she see me at night. And she damn should. Cause a fresh Amie with 100k limit sound damn good. I can’t even trust my self. Shit wicked. I ain’t gon go missing I just want em to know. I’m still here. Still playing the field racing to a mill. Like Babyface. How you want some money but don’t wanna hustle? She like damn idk how to trust you. But I’m too full and too cool for school I rather make a bitch a drug mule than pull a fast one on you. Niggas would never get me. I don’t explain myself. I been a man. A man’s man. I’m 25 no arrests never had to make a brick stretch and I beat the can. I only owe my mother and my woman a big Rock and a house the size of Beach Channel High School. Far away from where you gotta walk through a metal detector before you go learn. I don’t sleep. I reap and then I weep like damn when I’m gone be free. Rather you than me. Peace.
